it hurts because i trust.

i knew it that for giving the 1st chance.


there will be a second attempt.


i dont know why i trusted you so much.


i feel as much guilty that i did that behind your back.


but then for knowing the truth it seriously kill me.


bitching behind others was never a thing to proud of.


but you take it to a second stage where you betray your friend. for i dont know what you call it.


drama queeen? attention whore much?


i am just plain stupid that i give all my trust to you when i knew there is something not right about this.


but no i am not gona shoot you down straight infront of your face.


instead  i am sit back and relax and see how much drama you can create.


and  oh  you are nothing different from her.


i thought you could be trusted at the 1st place and i still keep my trust afterall .


you say you wouldnt say anything bad behind me and all those are just lies.


i am sure you guys could make a good partner in crime.


and.


when i said i move on . i am so sure of it. what would i wana put up an act. who do you think you are.


you guys are just a bunch of big bad liars. 


that seriously break my heart for trusting so much.


you should just think before you do anything.


what if you are in my place? 


i am truly disappointed.


i cant help but to ask myself if there is any non two faced people left in this world.


i am just so sick of all this and wonder if there is anyone that is true to me.

p/s: Dont try to guess who i am talking about, you might be wrong., just because my world is full of dramatic people.it might be old it might be recent.it might be idk =/. ask me if u want to know. =P


and oh i am not pointing fingers at anyone too here. its just too disappointing and i have no one to share with. so i shall rant hereeeee :)