daddy ♥

i wish there is a chance that daddy will hold my hand

sometimes i say i hate you but i know i didnt mean it.


sometimes i just keep quiet its because i have too much to say but i dont know which to say.


sometimes i am just being shy.


sometimes i dont know what happen that now we are like this.


sometimes i just wish that i can tell you i love you.


sometimes i wish that you can read my mind..


sometimes i wish that you know that i am always guilty.


sometimes i am so afraid that i ll regret one day for not telling you everything that i have wanted to.


sometimes i cant help but to cry in bed when you talk about death because i am afraid that i will lose you.


sometimes i dont mean to say things like that.


somtimes i just wonder why we did not take any pictures anymore.


i am just so sad that growing up, i didnt have a single photo with my dad since 7 years.


i know i am like the worst daughter anyone could have.


the way i treated you. its not what i wanted to do. but it just came out like that.


i dont know why. maybe i am not the kind who would show how i feel.


but inside my heart, you are the best dad ever !! =)


i just wana tell you, i love you daddy.


too bad he wont know =/