It's all in the act.

Welcome to MIchie's sanctuary.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Its not about laziness...

its all about not wanting to be troublesome and being the odd one..

its about not wanting to take people for granted..

its hard to figure out what i am actually thinking..trust me..

some jokes are not acceptable to me i guess..

i do think about one's words over and over again..

i dont mind being a clown or being treated as a clown..

all i mind is what people take me as...

thats silly...

cause i am an idiot..

how i wish i am back in kindergarten where i feel ♥..

happinesss =D..

without worries.. hmmnn....

yess i am leaving...leaving... so soon..

how i wish he knows what i want. sigh~~~

although i guess i have no chance in doing what i really want to..

i just dont have the ability to achieve it..

but still.. i hope that he knows..

♥michie

Labels: emoness, randomness, thoughts

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

trying to figure out what actually happens 10+years ago..

flashback..but i can't remember a single thing..

what was the thing that causes us to have such a big gap..

hmmnnn...

how i wish i know...

how i wish i was good that time..

how i wish we will be like how we were when we were small..

i miss the old times..

the times when we fought over toys or stuff...

i just thought of all those moments nowadays..

the "pink panther" moment is always stuck there in my head...

what happened??

nobody knows the answer to this..

maybe you know it?

i dont know.. i am still small that time i guess...

michie♥

Labels: curiosity, thoughts, Un-understandable

Monday, November 23, 2009

i am too into it...

Its causing me to think of it every single day...

Is there any ways ....

how i wish there would be.

a chance given would be perfect..

♥michie

Labels: confused, problems, randomness, thoughts

feel like a failure..

a very useless failure...

not good in anything..

always fails in whatever i did.

Is there still a meaning to be here..

yea.. i get a chance to do what i like..

but i failed.

how cool.

Now i have nothing that i can do ..sucessfully....

I am one big loser.

michie

Labels: dissapointed, pissed, problems, randomness, sadness, thoughts, tired, uni life, worry, 바보

Saturday, November 21, 2009

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笑容是不想说话时最好的语言..

all i need to do is smile =D

♥

Labels: randomness, thoughts

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Just for your own good ♥..

cut down on those stuff =D

i know it's hard..

but i dont care...

would die just to be like that..

give me a chance come on come on come on....

take charge... control...

feel guilty.. so dont be tempted.. control control =DD

yes death is near...

find a way to get out of it..

dissapointment can be seen long long time ago..

and it is not gone yet.. it still exist burried in somewhere..

Try harder.. fight with the devil.. or i shall say urself.

you are the problem obviously.

michie ♥

Labels: emoness, maze, problems, randomness, self =SS, thoughts, Un-understandable

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Just like an idiot..

that's what i feel..

i doubt that anybody will understand it..

thoughts are not important..

what we get in the end is not important too..

but i guess people will start complaining when it ends and regret..

that's what human always do..

and i am... a human.. so i can't stop it too..

nobody is gona listen..

so i do not care about it anymore too..

i try not to show it but too bad i cant control it..

but things like this always happen... its not the first time..

think of it i am one selfish fella..

but time passes really fast..

how i wish everything i dream or wish would happen soon..

but too bad its not gona be like that.. not gona happen..

appreciate everything...

sometimes what you see is not really what somebody feels..

yea i joke around doesnt mean that's the real me..

sometimes i can feel that people are taking everything i say as jokes..

just because i do joke around alot ... all the time..

you wouldn't know what i am thinking..

but even if it's something negative.. i guess i will forget about it in another minute..

i love to keep it to myself ..sounds like i am hiding something..

i might be consider fake..

teardrops are real but people might think that it is fake..

i dont really care anymore..

but i know i do care....

still.. the happy go lucky me =D

idiot 바보

Labels: emoness, sadness, thoughts, 바보

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

michie

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CHOCOPIE!!!!!! YUM YUM YUMMMM!!!

i am a happy kid if i get to eat this =DDD

Leibniz butter biscuits for children =X

LOL

Yummm yummm all the fattening stuff TT TT TT

I guess my diet plan fails again cause i take in too many fattening stuff FML

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sigh sigh sigh...

how how howw...

what should i do??

no matter what.. i must lose it.. it is a must!!!!

wish me luck luck luck!!!

sigh i am so weak.. get distracted arghh..

and omg even the detox thingy couldn't help me...

constipation.. constipation .. constipation..

i am gona die soon if this continue...

i think there is too many rubbish left in my stomach..

and they are stuck in there TT TT TT ..

how how how again???

michie ♥

Labels: emoness, happiness, loves, problems solved, thoughts

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i feel like a cow eating those vege ..ewww...

when can i stop eating those.. when when when??

i miss pizza..fried chicken... fattening stuff.. sigh...

self control.. self control .. self control!!!!

a dream is still a dream.. any way to fulfill?? =[

now my throat is killing me too..

woke up early in the morning but class is in the afternoon.. i cant sleep TT TT TT

i cant talk now.. TT TT ... how? i love to talk so much.. sighh..

and i caught a cold too =[..

i am weak?? weak??? weakkkkkk????

*shakes head*

Labels: pissed, sadness, thoughts

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Yess i have that weird feeling...

the feeling that somebody backstabbed me...

yessss it is so weird.. i can actually feel it?

i wonder why would i feel like that out of a sudden..

but after going through those...

i can act like a bitch and tell out all those stuff that nobody knows..

those so called secrets??

why would i help peoples to keep their secrets??

when my secrets are all being told to others..

i wonder why .. i still choose to keep it..

there are too many secrets that i know..

and i would never even tell it to others cause i dont wana see peoples fighting because of it..duhh.

how childish would that be.

u can hate each other as u like.. i dont care about it anymore.

and no worries.. secrets are still secrets...

i wont tell it out like what peoples have did to me.

i should've listened...

stop trusting people so easily idiot..

i am an idiot...

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some people after reading this will be like wth is wrong with her again..

or trying to figure out who or what am i talking about..

it's not important..

i am just writing down how i feel in MY blog...

its just another emo post of mine i guess..

but then i felt happy after writing it down..

not to forget after listening to the same songs over and over and over again..

i wont get bored =D

loves,
michie

Labels: randomness, thoughts