It's all in the act.

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Thursday, November 5, 2009

Just like an idiot..

that's what i feel..

i doubt that anybody will understand it..

thoughts are not important..

what we get in the end is not important too..

but i guess people will start complaining when it ends and regret..

that's what human always do..

and i am... a human.. so i can't stop it too..

nobody is gona listen..

so i do not care about it anymore too..

i try not to show it but too bad i cant control it..

but things like this always happen... its not the first time..

think of it i am one selfish fella..

but time passes really fast..

how i wish everything i dream or wish would happen soon..

but too bad its not gona be like that.. not gona happen..

appreciate everything...

sometimes what you see is not really what somebody feels..

yea i joke around doesnt mean that's the real me..

sometimes i can feel that people are taking everything i say as jokes..

just because i do joke around alot ... all the time..

you wouldn't know what i am thinking..

but even if it's something negative.. i guess i will forget about it in another minute..

i love to keep it to myself ..sounds like i am hiding something..

i might be consider fake..

teardrops are real but people might think that it is fake..

i dont really care anymore..

but i know i do care....

still.. the happy go lucky me =D

idiot 바보

Labels: emoness, sadness, thoughts, 바보

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

michie

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CHOCOPIE!!!!!! YUM YUM YUMMMM!!!

i am a happy kid if i get to eat this =DDD

Leibniz butter biscuits for children =X

LOL

Yummm yummm all the fattening stuff TT TT TT

I guess my diet plan fails again cause i take in too many fattening stuff FML

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sigh sigh sigh...

how how howw...

what should i do??

no matter what.. i must lose it.. it is a must!!!!

wish me luck luck luck!!!

sigh i am so weak.. get distracted arghh..

and omg even the detox thingy couldn't help me...

constipation.. constipation .. constipation..

i am gona die soon if this continue...

i think there is too many rubbish left in my stomach..

and they are stuck in there TT TT TT ..

how how how again???

michie ♥

Labels: emoness, happiness, loves, problems solved, thoughts

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i feel like a cow eating those vege ..ewww...

when can i stop eating those.. when when when??

i miss pizza..fried chicken... fattening stuff.. sigh...

self control.. self control .. self control!!!!

a dream is still a dream.. any way to fulfill?? =[

now my throat is killing me too..

woke up early in the morning but class is in the afternoon.. i cant sleep TT TT TT

i cant talk now.. TT TT ... how? i love to talk so much.. sighh..

and i caught a cold too =[..

i am weak?? weak??? weakkkkkk????

*shakes head*

Labels: pissed, sadness, thoughts

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Yess i have that weird feeling...

the feeling that somebody backstabbed me...

yessss it is so weird.. i can actually feel it?

i wonder why would i feel like that out of a sudden..

but after going through those...

i can act like a bitch and tell out all those stuff that nobody knows..

those so called secrets??

why would i help peoples to keep their secrets??

when my secrets are all being told to others..

i wonder why .. i still choose to keep it..

there are too many secrets that i know..

and i would never even tell it to others cause i dont wana see peoples fighting because of it..duhh.

how childish would that be.

u can hate each other as u like.. i dont care about it anymore.

and no worries.. secrets are still secrets...

i wont tell it out like what peoples have did to me.

i should've listened...

stop trusting people so easily idiot..

i am an idiot...

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some people after reading this will be like wth is wrong with her again..

or trying to figure out who or what am i talking about..

it's not important..

i am just writing down how i feel in MY blog...

its just another emo post of mine i guess..

but then i felt happy after writing it down..

not to forget after listening to the same songs over and over and over again..

i wont get bored =D

loves,
michie

Labels: randomness, thoughts

Saturday, October 17, 2009

太多的误会...

太多的不了解...

太多的没有说清楚...

太多的伤害...

我会害怕..

我会去逃避...躲起来..

不管对错..只会说对不起..就是这样..

被人看低了.... 也不想....

喜欢开别人玩笑..可是太过分的自己却不能接受..

怎么样??只好笑笑当没听到..

就是这样..

希望以后不管遇到开心或伤心的事笑笑就好了..

又是新的一天..到老了..就那样..还是有自己想做可是无法实现的..

以后把那张不开心的脸收起来!! 做不到一定会惩罚自己..

从现在开始..

要好好训练自己..

我想像他们一样..努力就能那样吗??

一定要成功!

终于找到新的推动力..

michie ^___________^

Labels: thoughts

Thursday, October 15, 2009

I updated because Ab sham asked me to do so =D

It's coming to an end..

my sem break..

Starting of another new sem..

should i be happy or sad..

Must work hard in order to continue.

very very hard...

in order to fulfill..

the dream..

michelle choo en yi.. please work hard for it.

Dont fool around anymore ..this is not a game.it's your future...

it's your last chance.. no more chances available..

I did not learn from the past so i am repeating the same thing again and again.

same result.. no effort at all.. dissapointed..

as a punishment..

i shall stay in the room and study when i have time..

no more going online for 24 hours..

do ur best Michelle choo en yi!!!!

anyway was very interested in korea nowadays...

would wana visit the place someday..

seriously.. i love korea so much that..

i listen to korean songs.. eat korean mee.. learning korean smore =D

Send me to korea and i am not heading back. ~^ㅡ^ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

yea i am serious send me there right now..

michie

Friday, October 9, 2009

Dilemma..

should i just continue to waste money here?

or change to another university?

or i shall just stop studying ><

of course i wanted to go *somewhere else.

but the choice is not on my hand sigh..

how how howw...

i dont even dare to tell my dad about it.

i told my mum about it and she thought i am joking fml.

My parents shall just send me away before *they* hunt me down =X

michie

Labels: confused, problems, thoughts, uni life

Thursday, October 8, 2009

나는 당신을 좋아합니다

그러나

나는 당신을 잊어야 한다.나는 나의 베스트를 시도하고 있다.. =D

미셸

Labels: emoness, m, randomness

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

HOw? How ? How?

i dont know what to do ..

sigh..

michie

Labels: problems, thoughts

Monday, October 5, 2009

I am so sorry to hear that.

I'd like to extend my sincere condolences to you and your family..

May he rest in peace.

There is still a long journey to go. Be tough.

We will be here to support you.

Am so sorry that i can't be there with you right now =[

michie

Labels: condolences, sadness, thoughts, worry